okay, well. i clearly have not blogged properly in a while.....after exams. so, ill do a quick recap now. ~ um, well before that. i was just reading my horoscope and got a little freaked out. my horoscope explained very accurately what i have experienced lately: It's certainly possible that the fun weekend you had may may have built up some momentum, Pisces, because the planetary configurations indicate that your work or routines should be more pleasant than usual today. It also appears that a difficulty regarding partnerships could be resolved today, and that you have both support and cooperation going for you. There may be a major stroke of luck as far as money, specifically income, is concerned. This does not have anything to do with gambling or speculation, so don't get caught up in expectations, or a rush to buy a lottery ticket.
and well, my love horoscope is also quite accurate. kinda very scary: There is some tension in the air for you Pisces when it comes to finding love right now. Finding the direction that you want is going to be very difficult, as you want what you want, but you aren't even 100% sure what that is quite yet. You have been battling matters of the head over matters of the heart, and it has been more than a little frustrating. As a water sign, you are better served following your heart, and letting the practical matters work themselves out along the way. This is not a case where all of the details need to be sorted out ahead of time. The love that you are feeling is genuine, and returnable, but if you place too many restrictions on it in advance, it can not move forward. You know this is the real deal, so why are you avoiding it?
it kinda makes me not know what im meant to feel. and how to act.
but anyways, back to my recap
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um, well i found out my exam results. they were pretty good --actually quite good :D
and like the past two weeks i dont have school on monday, so ive been having four-day weeks. but next week i will have work experience...and im kinda nervous for that. i dont know what to expect because i actually found my placement by myself.....no family connections!! hehe. so yeah. hopefully my boss is nice.
and yeah, what else? um...on saturday i didnt go to badminton. and so i didnt see him. i dont know if i was happy or sad or disappointed. i guess i was just confused to feel what i should be feeling......because i actually dont know what to feel at the moment. and like not going, didnt really make a difference to me. but i guess i wouldnt know if it really had a difference till i really talk to him. but its just too complicated to talk to him. to do anything. to take any action. that night, instead of thinking about 'stuff', i snuggled into bed with my sister and watched greys anatomy. it surely took my mind of things....i actually quite enjoy watching greys with my sister. i hope i dont annoy her thought, with being in her room too much. :S
and so that brings me to yesterday. it was my good friends birthday. her sweet sixteenth! um, as friends, we organised a party for her at actually her own house. it was funny....and fun and cool at the same time. a very relaxed and chill session we had. i do hope she enjoyed our company. this girl, she means a lot to me. ive had many friends who have stuck by me since ages...since prep...but this girl...i feel like shes different. ive never grown apart from her. shes always there for me, she supports me, she basically everybody's friend...but my very special friend. i cant call anyone my best friend, because im scared of losing them at one point in my life..but shes the closest it can get to me. i hope she feels the same way about me, that we both are a sense of support that we need. the sort of friend she can always be herself around and yeah. i hope she had a great day yesterday...and liked her card. i sacrificed my pride and spent a lot of time writing me birthday message to her :)
and so we were at her house till like 1030-1100 last night. then actually, today is another friends birthday. and so she invited us to go ice-skating at icehouse. it was scary. i hate ice-skating. i tried in hkg, and completely failed...but in saying this, i gave it another shot. um....i guess i went okay....didnt fall, but i think i made my friends not have a good time cos i was always holding their hands. and like yes. basically i had an alright time, kind of nerve racking, good and also bad feelings though. i dunno, ill see what about it tomorrow. hopefully they also had a good day...well, i went home actually after ice-skating....and they went to eat some stuff....
i wasnt allowed to stay longer cos i went out on sunday and today..so yeah...i told them i had to finish my commerce board game. i like going out with friends, but i dont like telling them i have to leave first...cos its just awkward...but you know, ive got to do what ive got to do....unless i want to get into trouble --which i certainly dont want to so yeah.
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thats basically whats been happening...this post is a little too long for me to proof read...so the majority wont really make sense....and yeah....im over this post....its too long.
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happy birthday felicity yang and amanda troung
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