but i guess thats cos nothing much has happened worth writing down as it is the holidays, and i know i went out a lot these holidays --but i feel like i wont ever have a holiday like this again...i mean, next year it will be yr 11...and lets be real, i wont be able to just watch movies with friends and what not..i will most likely be studying or sleeping...or over at a friends house, or whatever. so i wanted to make the most of these holidays, and yes --ive done that...but i feel like something is missing....
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i think as ive grown older, especially recently --ive got this urge for traveling, or decorating my room, getting my ears pierced, tattoos...sadly lost weight (as all girls do), find a good 'boy' friend....you know, i dont want to stay in the one place. and i want a water bed...but thats just off the topic. and each place i want to go to, my parents/family just dont want to go...and that means im going to have to go when im old enough, in like 3 years. and i just sometimes think that thats too late for me....but i dont want to go with people that dont want to go, and are only going because of me....oh and i also want a polaroid camera...but my sister already has one..and i guess my family have never realised that i like photos....and i think i like taking photos of moments....and thats just what a polaroid picture does....you know, i dont need a dslr --i want a polaroid camera...and i also dont want to copy others....but i wont touch on that topic too much --cost its a waste of time and energy......
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i guesss, thats basically whats been on my mind in the holidays....
hopefully, term 4 will be a good last term before everything becomes serious....and hopefully good things are to come for me.
xx
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